The Journal Of A Convenience Store Loitering Teenage Hobo

Lakes

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Wed, 13 Aug 2008 06:30:48 GMT

Fuck that shit, I'm using this journal, good news or bad news. The world is ending tomorrow and I just ate your last bit of french fries. NOW YOU'RE GONNA STARVE AND DIE YOU FUCKING BASTARD. I love everyone. Battery sauce. What. Ye bastard.

Wasted Life

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Mon, 07 Jul 2008 10:37:58 GMT

Getting ready for school. Summer school that is. Same summer routine as the last three summers. Time goes by in the strangest ways. There have been a lot of things annoying me lately, but I won't get into detail. I'm guessing the reason I haven't been on LJ in a while is because LJ was something I always used to vent out my frustrations. And because music has always been my favorite concept, ever since I got a guitar, I've been using music to vent out all frustrations more than this LJ. Its sad to think about it this way, but in the end I guess LJ was just something I needed to store all my anger. I didn't really come on here that often too happy when you think about it. On top of a guitar and a band being the basis for my therapy, I've learned to calm down and realize most things aren't even that worth it. A lot of things have changed in the past three years especially the way I see things. Looking back on old LJ entries I wish to be able to just go back and kick the living shit out of who I used to be. A fascist, whiny, spoiled fucking have-it-my-way little kid. Shitty things may have happened back then, but they were very minor problems compared to what happens now. And its ironic. What happens now would have had my older self flipping out of his mind. And with these new problems on my level, I should act the same way I acted towards my more minor problems back in my old minor self. No. I really don't care about my problems this time around. Theres no need to really vent about anything now because i really just do not care. I really don't. Pessimism just really is not worth my time, nor is exploding into a rage. I have better things to do. Apathetic as it seems I see it as something more optimistic.

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Thu, 03 Jul 2008 17:02:37 GMT

OMFG BITCH STFU. I DON'T CARE. I SERIOUSLY DO NOT FUCKING CARE. MY GOD. SHUT THE FUCK UP.

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Mon, 30 Jun 2008 03:37:00 GMT

I can't stay mad at you. I love you mom. D:

Why

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Sun, 01 Jun 2008 22:35:24 GMT

This fucking hurts. Really fucking bad. I haven't felt like this in the longest. And that made me happy. I can still get hurt. Why do I do this to myself. You RAPED my fucking emotions. You fucking played with me. You bastard. Oh my fucking god, you liar. I hate myself right now.

Horatio

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Thu, 10 Apr 2008 23:37:25 GMT

And thus where the boys precious objects taken from his body, with him being oblivious towards the circumstances that had taken place. Karma has struck and it was indeed sweet. He has sinned. The Lord Chicken has spoken! Amen.

The Lord Chicken

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Sat, 29 Mar 2008 14:40:09 GMT

Chapter 1
In the beginning, Chicken, created the heavens and the earth. And in the beginning was the Chicken! And the Chicken was with God, And the Chicken was God! And without him was not anything made that was made, for the great gods of old had spoken of the day when The Almighty God Of The Farm, Chicken, would descend upon Man, and teach Man the ways of the gods! For Man had become corrupt! And indeed did Man partake in acts of sin, and unrighteousness! Stealing, murdering, being idolaters, and sodomites! Man had become one with the evil Turkey of old! But Chicken could stand it no longer! And the Lord said to the Chicken, CROSS THE ROAD, AND DESCEND TO THE EARTH, AND SPEAK OF THE SALVATION OF JERUSALEM, AND SHOW THEM THE WAYS OF THE HERD! And so it was done, That Chicken descended from the heavens in his heavenly glory, come once again to save man! And he was born in the body of a MAN WITH WINGS! And he did indeed prophesy to the men of Israel in those days! And in those days indeed was the nation wrought with sin and agony! Hence forth came a woman! Born of a virgin whore, whos name was Mariah of the tribe of Carey! And Chicken did indeed make love with her! And they copulated and hence did come forth Human-chicken hybrid seed! And so the Moth Man came and wrought evil upon the Sons of Adam! The Lord Xenu was infuriated with Chicken! But who dares to tempt the almighty god, HE, Chicken, who know man dare mock? Chicken SMITED the one known as Xenu! And the Mormons did then fill the earth with the remains of the smited Xenu! Chicken then ascended back into the heavens, and thus left a prophecy saying "I will return for you my people! My faithful servants, who keep an eye of the times! For the the days of strife and war, will i return to bare witness of the Almighty God, Sasquatch! I leave with you a prayer for these days of sorrow! Our Chicken, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name! Thy oven come! Thy will be done on earth, as it is in KFC! Give us this day our daily bread! And forgive us our appetites, as we forgive those who have eaten our brethren! And lead us not into the fire, but deliver us from Turkey, for thine is The Oven, The Microwave, and the Popcorn chicken forever! Amen"

And so did the Chicken return to his holy throne, and will come once again in 2012. Bear witness of this prophecy! And pray! For the Lord Chicken has spoken.

God

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Wed, 19 Mar 2008 01:01:05 GMT

I'm so tired of this. Most of the time I see my mom shes sick. Always sick. With a headache. Or sneezing. I'm so tired of it. Shes only in her fucking 40's. So help me God my mom is taken away from me I'll fucking kill myself. I'm always worrying about her. And I am so tired of seeing her overwork herself in this house for everybody, and nobody does shit in return, and she doesn't care. Just keeps on doing stuff for everybody for no reason. Fuck all I can do is cry. Why does this have to happen to me. Why do people have to make sitcoms where nobody ever dies and there a happy little family. Why are there always these fucking tv shows where kids are never crying and have great friends. Why the fuck does this have to be my life.

AIM

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Sun, 24 Feb 2008 04:52:21 GMT

animerobotics (10:16:19 PM): YESSS

animerobotics (10:16:28 PM): THE MOON IS HERE TO wef33QRA

animerobotics (10:16:43 PM): omg NO

animerobotics (10:16:56 PM): THORGOTH IS COMING AGAIN TO BREAK MY FACE INTO JELLY BEANS XCEWFW

animerobotics (10:16:58 PM): es

animerobotics (10:16:58 PM): er

animerobotics (10:17:04 PM): HELPP ME~!!!!!!!!!!!!

xVOOxDOOxZOMBIEx (10:18:33 PM): Dude, what the hell?!

xVOOxDOOxZOMBIEx (10:18:37 PM): Are you okay over there?!

animerobotics (10:18:43 PM): no.

animerobotics (10:18:50 PM): oh my god.

animerobotics (10:18:59 PM): i have never been so afraid in my life.

xVOOxDOOxZOMBIEx (10:19:14 PM): o.o Is anybody else in your house?

animerobotics (10:19:20 PM): no

animerobotics (10:19:29 PM): physically.

animerobotics (10:19:32 PM): no.

xVOOxDOOxZOMBIEx (10:19:45 PM): Then do I like do sometimes. Sit in the hallway for a little while. O.o

animerobotics (10:19:50 PM): NO

animerobotics (10:19:54 PM): THATS WHERE THORGOTH HANGS OUT

animerobotics (10:20:08 PM): HIM AND HIS GROUP OF SKATEBOARDING HEROIN JUNKIES.

xVOOxDOOxZOMBIEx (10:20:13 PM): I mean outside the house.

xVOOxDOOxZOMBIEx (10:20:17 PM): Wait... wtf.

xD THAT WAS AWESOME.

Left

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Sat, 23 Feb 2008 02:46:37 GMT

Never have I felt so suffocated in my fucking life.

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Tue, 05 Feb 2008 23:32:12 GMT

I AM RIGHT AND WILL ALWAYS CONTINUE TO BE PROVED RIGHT.

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Fri, 25 Jan 2008 18:23:37 GMT

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xiiloveyux3x (12:18:03 PM): u just assumed that i have issues
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16 year old angsty chicks are full of lulz.

I see...

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Thu, 17 Jan 2008 09:05:44 GMT

I was watching the music video for Coma White by Marilyn Manson and I did not research who the poster said this to but it just goes to show how conversations can become strange within seconds. o.o

"jmaximilianj (7 hours ago) Show Hide | Spam

Hey Sjovs... Use spell check and HEAD check, moron... Manson is a rock God. This is a fact. It is also a fact that u are a butt jockey."

Nonetheless, hilarious.

Heroin

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Sun, 13 Jan 2008 07:59:38 GMT

Traffic Line

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Sun, 13 Jan 2008 00:03:08 GMT

SCENE HAS KILLED MUSIC

Fail

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Wed, 09 Jan 2008 08:04:45 GMT

JEEBUS HAROLD FUCKING KRIST NOVOSELIC NEW YORK CITY IS DYING IN TERMS OF MUSIC. IF I SEE ANOTHER WANNABE "SCENE KID" OR SOME ASSHOLE TALKING ABOUT HOW PARAMORE, BOYS LIKE GIRLS, FROM FIRST TO LAST, CUTE IS WHAT WE AIM FOR, THE ROCKET SUMMER, THE PINK SPIDERS, OR ANY OTHER BAND THAT SUCKS BECAUSE THEY ONLY KNOW HOW TO WRITE A FEW DECENT GUITAR RIFFS BUT HAVE NO MEANING IN THEIR SONGS WHATSOEVER BECAUSE THEY COULDN'T WRITE LYRICS TO SAVE THEIR LIVES, LIKE AS IN IF THERE THE GREATEST BANDS IN EXISTENCE, I'M GONNA FUCKIN' SHOOT SOMETHIN. AND YES I CAN TYPE IN CAPS LIKE ITS CRUISE CONTROL FOR COOL BECAUSE I AM AWESOME AND GO TO BURGER KING. ASSHOLE.

Strange

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Mon, 07 Jan 2008 01:28:46 GMT

Back home. I stayed over at Josephs house yesterday watching television. On Friday I bought a trench coat for 10 dollars but I should go back to that thrift store and find a better one. I was listening to The Pillows. Now its just blah. I see children. Dying far far away....

O.o

Never mind that, on further news, the apocalypse has now been delayed and pushed further by 20 more years due to sexual advances in technology!

Christ Mass Gift Moose

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Wed, 26 Dec 2007 10:27:52 GMT

so what did i get for Christmas? not much. D: my parents bought me stuff. They got me a tie dye shirt. a peace symbol necklace. a bandanna WITH peace symbols on it, a fucking lava lamp (by this time i begin to question why my parents where buying me all this hip 60's paraphernalia)and Birkenstock sandals. This is what happened.

Me: wtf, whats with all the 60's stuff.
Mom: well you are a hippie right? *turns to dad* he is a hippie right?
Dad: I don't know, it was your idea.
Me: I'm not a hippie... -.- wait, how much cash did you spend on this stuff?
Mom: $80....
Me: this isn't even what i wanted... D:
Dad: You never know what you want!
Mom: Ugh, just give the boy $50 dollars and leave him alone.
Dad: *hands me money*
Mom: Can we have the other stuff then-
Me: NO! ;_;

50 dollars is all i got and a bunch of weird things! ;~; Life sucks...well...life doesn't suck but this Christmas does! Well, now that i think of it...its kind of funny in a way...funny...and strange.

Myspace Profile Introduction

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Wed, 05 Dec 2007 07:20:07 GMT

Hey, the names Hector/Luis, but just call me by my middle name, Luis, due to the fact that I hate my first name. I live New York City. I'm 14 years old, and currently in summer school for failing 9th grade math. So, going on to sophomore next year. Where I was born is none of your business. I come from a creepy neighborhood, and an even more complex city. I have a strong disdain for school due to the fascist school faculty and the even more anti-choice, assimilationist student body. My other dislikes are fakes, poseurs, people who try so hard NOT to fit in, people that try so hard TO fit in, just, followers in general. Be yourself. I like skateboarding and listen to rock, punk, metal, and grunge music. Music is my life. I hate hip hop. Rap, R&B, whatever, I hate it. Period. No originality; these artists rip off each other one after another for commercial gain. The music I love is Rock, punk, grunge, industrial, goth, and metal. I play guitar and am currently in the process of starting an alternative metal/grunge band.

I was previously in a band but was fired for not meeting their ridiculous fascist policies in which I was to cut off all contact with my other friends and stop hanging out with them and concentrate on the band completely with zero regard for the emotions of non-band mates. Well music is my life, but my friends are the next. And one thing I don't like is being told what to do and being threatened if I refuse. If you're going to try and fire me from a band I STARTED in the first place for hanging out with people you dislike you may as well go jump off a fucking cliff and die. Anyways, I don't particularly go by a label. I'm just myself, and I know its a so-called cliche to claim the words "don't label me, I'm me" but I'd rather go by that so-called cliche whether its unique or not than to be limited to one type of social group or type of music, and nonetheless, worry about being labeled a poseur.

So whether I'm not being unique just for saying "don't label me" couldn't matter to me. Who I was trying to be unique? If everyone else is doing it and I LIKE IT I'll go with it. But if everyone is doing something I DON'T LIKE, Well I'm not gonna follow it. Cliche or not, thats the way it is. Whether I choose to follow or not to follow is my business, in the end I can revel in the fact that even if I'm following or not, it was my decision that I made on my own, and in the end, I AM an individual for choosing to follow or not to follow based on my thoughts, will, and action. Basically, Metalhead, punk, grunger, stoner, whatever, Labels are for soup cans.

I'm there for the music. I love metal, industrial, goth, punk, and grunge, but I'm not there for the commercialized looks as made popular by MTV or the cloned youth of Generation X. I'm there because I love music. I want to pursue a career in music. I want to be, in a band. An alternative metal/grunge band to say the least once more. I don't want to be in a band for the money, the fame, the groupies or any of that. I want to be in a band because I love music. I'm my own self, my own ELEMENT. My ramblings surpass the logic and wisdom of modern day philosophers. And yes, I do think pretty high of myself when it comes to my mentality because I can do that!

FAIL

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Thu, 29 Nov 2007 03:50:43 GMT

SO MANY FUCKING THINGS PISSING ME OFF THESE DAYS I'M GOING INSANE. NEVER HAVE I FELT SO FUCKING DRAINED OF MY HUMANITY BY A LEGION OF...THESE THINGS. FUCK. PEOPLE CANNOT JUST TELL MY MOOD AND KINDLY FUCK OFF. WHEN I'M NOT IN THE MOOD IT REALLY DOESN'T HELP WHEN PEOPLE WANT TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT SOME BULLSHIT I DON'T CARE ABOUT. THESE PEOPLE SHALL GO IN LISTS BECAUSE THEY FAIL:

SCHOOL IS FAIL
SCHOOL AUTHORITY IS FAIL
TRUANT AGENTS AND THEIR TRUANCY PROGRAM IS FAIL.
COPS ARE FAIL.
AUTHORITY THAT CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHEN YOU JUST NEED TO BE LEFT ALONE IS FAIL.
THERAPY IS FAIL.
NYX IS FAIL.
PEOPLE ARE FAIL.
I AM FAIL.

CHRIST JUST FUCKING KILL ME.

Stray Bullet

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Fri, 16 Nov 2007 16:19:05 GMT

PEOPLE SUCK

Epiphany

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Mon, 12 Nov 2007 17:11:21 GMT

I HAVE REACHED AN ULTIMATE CLIMAX OF HUMAN EMOTION. I HAVE STUMBLED UPON PERPETUAL REVELATION. I AM IN NIRVANA. A NEW BURST OF POTENTIAL KNOWLEDGE HAS MADE ITSELF KNOWN. ITS ALL SO CLEAR NOW. THE IDEA OF GOD IS IRRELEVANT.
BECAUSE I AM MYSELF. I AM EVERYTHING. I CREATED IT.

I AM GOD

LET THE WORLD TREMBLE AT MY IRON WILL. LET IT BE KNOWN THAT INFINITE WISDOM AND POWER ONLY COMES FROM THE ACCEPTANCE OF SEEING YOURSELF AS YOUR OWN DEITY.
NOW IS THE TIME. GET ON THE RIGHT SIDE. YOU'LL BE GODLIKE.

Hate

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Mon, 22 Oct 2007 22:38:32 GMT

I've lost all possible reasoning for as to why I'm even here.

I Have Entered A New Level Of Spiritual Conscienceness

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Sun, 14 Oct 2007 07:14:27 GMT

I HAVE THE POOWWWER~~~!!!!!

This Is For The People That Want You

atomskharuka@hotmail.com — Mon, 01 Oct 2007 06:26:50 GMT

October has begun. Halloween approaches. The goblins and ghouls prepare the feasts of flesh and blood! THE MONSTER MASH HAS BEGUN~!!!! MUHUHUHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!!!111@!~~2one!!1eleventy!11

Ahem...yeah, right...anyways. Today was cool. I went to Barnes And Noble and got me a copy of Long Hard Road Out Of Hell, the autobiography of the lyrical god and controversially political rock and roll star, Marilyn Manson. And it is amazing. I can't stop reading it. And I think I'll continue reading it. >.> I haven't heard from my band mates and co-founding band mate Mark in a week. I lost my cell phone service so if he tried calling it wouldn't work. I found him on myspace yesterday, friend requested, and sent him a message discussing our band and a meet up spot to get the band going again and a new phone number to contact me at. I checked today. No reply. I checked his page. He logged on today. But the message was sent yesterday. So what the fuck. Is he calling the band quits or what?

The least he can do is reply and say "screw the band". But whatever. I'm giving him till Thursday. If I get no bloody reply from him or form of contact I'm screwing him over and going back out on a search to find a band to play in. AGAIN. And this band was going so well. We already had me on lead guitar, Brian on rhythm guitar, Mark on vocals, and recently a bass player by the name of Bryant. We just need a drummer. But if he wants to continue the band WITHOUT me then whatever. Make Brian lead guitar and find yourself a rhythm or vice versa, because theres no dedication to rock n roll in laziness.

I'm off to find my own band mates AGAIN I guess. Oh well. I guess its for the good. Everytime we get together to practice he brings pot. And we end up getting stoned. Yeah yeah, I know, sex, drugs, rock n roll. Alright, look here, I'm not in for the nihilism just yet. I'm only 14-going-on-15, theres no need to pull a dangerous drug filled spiraling life at this age. I still WANT to keep my brain cells thank you very much. Mark(band vocalist, not other friend btw) smokes pot all the time. Yeah, way to be an activist man. Go ahead, KILL OFF YOUR BRAIN CELLS DAILY and dumb yourself down so the very MAN you're rebelling against can keep you down due to the fact that you can no longer even think straight to your delayed reactions from the massive amount of marijuana consumption.

Genius, aren't you? Oh, and I'd appreciate it if you'd stop going on long rants about how my friends from the library are losers and to stay away from them because they'll turn me into a loser like them that stays indoors all day and that he would know because you've known them longer than I have. Alright, look here buddy, we don't stay indoors all day. We go everywhere. Second, you're so two-faced. You treat them like your own when you're around them, and then torch the very existence that is their names when there out of sight. Turncoat. Next, you may have met them first but I've hung out with them more than you have and gotten to know them better than your judgmental self has, if you even bothered to get to know them for who they really are. And they may be losers, but I coincide with them and their my losers. And I'm damn proud to be a loser with them. Because you know what?

I'm a damn good friend, and I know I am. And to gain your approval I'm not about to agree with you on what you think about them when there not around and call them losers too just to bring my standards up to par with you. If I have to disagree with you I will, because my opinions will not be silenced. And buddy, were no more of a group of losers than YOU ARE. We've smoked pot, we've drank alcohol, we've flipped our parents off when they were only concerned about us, we've been wasted, we've been kicked, pushed, shoved, and fought back, We've been there and we've done that. And out of the bad that came from it, AT LEAST WE REGRET. You show NO REMORSE FOR YOUR STUPIDITY AT ALL.

You rob people, you steal material possessions, all for the thrill of it. And here I was one day helping you steal something just for a pack of cigarettes, of which each have taken 7 minutes off of my life span thank you very much. We may get stoned on the occasion, but thats the key word. occasion. Not daily. Not monthly. We have self control. And you? You believe you have self control, and here you are hopelessly addicted; daily, to a plant rolled into a piece of paper. Congratulations. Now that I type these words an anger has boiled into me prior to before. I'm not giving you till Thursday. I'm going on without you. Find yourself a new lead guitarist you fucking cunt.